turn in late last night. stayed awake with sis till around 6 in the morning doing maths. teaching her can kill. the same repeated question, same number used, just the order not the same & she told me she didn't know how to do. drop dead.
everything is still the same. still feeling restless & sick as well. it's not great at all, it sucks big time.
nothing much to write. gonna stay home today. gonna be over at the funeral later on. i just wonder how grandmum is. hope she's gonna be alright.
life, how fragile. ):
rest in peace greatgrandmum. love you so much..
so close still so far.
02:39pm
